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Dear Future (___)

Dear Future (____)…
God gave me you for the ups and the downs.
Through all the smiles and the frowns.
I'll still be here in all your baby weight, oh yes I mean the pounds. But baby wait,
I couldn't give my heart to anyone else because with others it just drowns.
Besides, I'll enjoy you in every size,
I mean, you have to add flour to cake right in order for it to rise.
Speaking of flower, you're the type that’s oh so mighty and rare.
The devil tried to pick you, but God looked at him and said "You wouldn't even dare"
I know God wants you more than I do but I'm sure there's a way to share.
He has your heart now but I know I'll find you someday, somewhere.
When that day comes I'll present to you, my love and my loyalty.
Then ask your Heavenly Father for permission to lawfully wed His royalty.
My dear Princess, the King said not yet, but best believe I'm not giving up.
That insecure smile of yours gave my sudden downfall reassurance to keep lifting up.
To the top that is because that's exactly where you're headed.
Nothing will weigh you down except for that crown if you let it.
A soon to be Heavenly courtship, not to be confused with earthly dating.
I tend to be impatient with others but baby for you I don't mind waiting.
I have a special place for you in my heart and I can't wait until you get here.
I hate it when you're far away but I also get nervous whenever you're near.
Like truthfully babe, you give me dragonflies because well butterflies are way too girly.
I know that's a bit of a stretch but the wingspan of our love could never be worldly.
It's a Love that reaches from the honeymoon into maternity.
And even when life ends in the natural, I'll still love you through eternity.
I believe we shared the same air once because when you inhaled I felt my oxygen depart.
Then when you exhaled that same breath I felt it return into my heart.
That little taste of you had me drunker than a fine wine.
I think you recognized my drunkenness cause you placed your hand in mine.
Your caress was the melody that only Angels could play on a harp.
A minor way to be flat is only if you see sharp.
In my head I thanked you in advance, I was so anxious to call you mine.
You asked me, "how are you?" I whispered "marry me", but aloud responded "I'm fine"
I admired you for so long, you have the perfect everything, I'm talking nails, knee caps and even your front tooth.
I didn't know where to begin our conversation so I just started with the truth.
I told you I plan to undress your past and make love to all your flaws.
Your future husband was once a dog but now he's wiped off his paws.
I'm nowhere near perfect so be patient with me please.
Lay down with me slowly, I may still have a few fleas.
She encouraged me every night and said everything will be okay.
I believed her each time, especially when she reminded me on her wedding day.
Tears escaped my face softly like your heels on that aisle you came down.
I was feeling myself in that Tux, until I seen how beautiful you were in that wedding gown.
I watched everyone's face light up once you entered that crowded room.
And I'm standing at the altar but I'm actually not the groom.
Yeah I'm watching you marry Him and I'm wishing that it could be us.
But before you can marry me, you must first be the bride of Jesus.
My Lord said, she's experienced so much hurt, so her trust you must earn.
He then stepped aside and said, "My son, it is your turn".
So Dear Future (____)
Yes, I'm willing to wait and accept you as a woman who sins.
So long as you promise me, that eventually you will become a wife who wins.
I promise to love you through pain and strife, with this vow I now say "I do".
Crazy thing is you were my wife all along,
Sincerely, with Love (Dear. Future. You).

Proverbs 18:22 ☝🏾


Butterfly

Why did I have to lie, butterfly?

Why couldn’t I just treat you the way I felt that you deserved to be treated

Why did I have to lose all the trust I fought so hard to earn

Why did I fall in love with you so quickly

Was it the image on your wings, appearing to be quite amazing but turning out to just be in my dreams

As an outsider I’m at such peace when you fly, so beautifully touching it almost made me cry

My big black soul told a little white lie

Tore me up so much on the inside I would rather die

How did I get here

I was on the good side, I was a good guy

It just doesn’t make any sense, how much I got caught up in the suspense that it turned into a thriller

These kind of lies are what make a hero into a killer

Forgive me though butterfly for I’m just a caterpillar

You see…

We both started out as this sort of oddly shaped worm and together we would squirm

Along the tree branch through every tumble and turn we would get back up because we still needed to learn each other

I was in love with you…

I mean I still am but today you could give a dam..aged wing how I feel

You see this love thing couldn’t have been real and I’m not even sure what you really feel

When I first saw you it was Heavenly and you were my guardian Angel

God sent you to look after me

Because I was weak and afraid to fly on my own

Temptation was much more satisfying than commitment

I wanted to be closer to my Angel but I also wanted to fly and since I couldn’t hold on to you I took my own plane ride

This is when you became a butterfly

And I started listening to that bad red guy

I wish I knew all along that the devil had plans for me that involved his name without the “d”

You were my protection

My helmet and shield

But every flight you came towards me I always make you yield

Not because I already had a new passenger or not even the oncoming traffic

I just kept thinking how tragic it would be if I let you come right back in passing her

Maybe now I’m just sounding crazy and your next stop is a nearby field with a daisy

I keep thinking about you every minute upon the hour and I just so happen to pick my lucky flower

How blessed was I to be with you in this place

My lips got excited so I moved them closer to your face

Kissing you was a spiritual restoration

Next to you, married was my final destination

Missing you was hard and took so much determination

Caterpillar to Butterfly was my final transformation
-LLW